she neither knows whether to call this olympus or hade's kingdom. the place where she has reigned for almost 2 years now, seems to have something she could not name, that holds her back everytime she tries to leave.

sometimes its not a matter of how happy she is but of how comfortable she is with the people but more so with how lucrative it is to be doing this trade. these, more than anything else pulls her back whenever she is thinking of adapting to a different mode of making a living.

is she happy? i guess she cannot say that she is fully happy about the choice that she made. but somehow she is, at least a part of her. seeing her people take pride in having her as their superior, well their goddess for that matter (allow me to gloat, this is my space!) is something that is already very rewarding for her. yes, more than the monetary rewards.

its still a long way to say whether she will be staying or looking for another place to settle. but i guess for now it would suffice that she is still happy, again, part of her.

at this point she is glad that her week is over and tomorrow she will be free to laze around and bury herself in her books. these may be simple things, but the goddess takes joy in simple things.