Man is surely a curious creature! What he wanted so much yesterday, is something he really is afraid of today! – Daniel Defoe (Adventures of Robinson Crusoe)

I wanted it so much for as long as I could remember. In fact, I wanted it so bad that I inadvertently placed pressure on the other quite a number of times. My inquiries would normally start with a seemingly innocent question or remark insinuating that it’s high time to move to another phase. But now that the tables have turned, my biggest fear has come true.

I have a tendency to disregard the very thing I am insisting on having if it was given to me late. My father among all people could attest to this. Now, that the tables have turned and the other person is the one pushing for it, I find myself far from being happy. I know I’m supposed to outgrow this attitude, but somehow I couldn’t help but think that there’s more to it than just my attitude. I’m thinking it could be my subconscious, trying to warn me about the weight of my decision and the repercussions if ever.

Why does adult life have to be so complicated?!

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so much for using the third person approach. hehe got tired of it actually, not only it is quite confusing to my readers (feedback from some of you guys) but mostly time consuming. instead of just using one stroke of the keyboard to say "i", i had to do three strokes to refer to myself as she.

So how are you fellow gods and goddesses? I for one have been extremely busy succumbing to my wanderlust. I went to the far flung Pangasinan – to revisit the hundred islands of which I first had the chance to see twenty three years ago!

Sorry no pictures yet. The one who brought the digicam hasn’t finished uploading the pictures.

We went to Big Brother’s house there. It was referred to as such since the latest edition (Teen) of PBB (Pinoy Big Brother) had some shots there where the teen housemates did scuba dive. Of all islands we visited the Marcos Island was the best, where there is the Imelda cave. (haha I know some people will react to this) We had a few minutes uphill trek on the island and then on the top there is an opening, somehow it resembles a volcano. The natives constructed a wooden staircase to enable people to go down the opening. The stairway is more than half the total height of the cave and then at the end of the staircase, we need to dive already. It’s like going inside a really small volcano where there’s crystal clear water inside. There were only 4 of us who were daring enough to jump. It must have been 10-12 feet. Just really scary at first but then after it, we all wanted to do it all over again.

I haven’t been to Boracay but as per Warren (one of my agents who had the chance to go there already), the sand is resembles that of Bora as well as the waters. It’s really clear that we could see the patterns of the sand underneath.

I got a natural high once again. The entire time I couldn’t contain my happiness, I was like a kid in awe of the whole experience. There’s really something about traveling that enriches one person. I don’t know, I just can’t find the words to fully describe it or to capture my thoughts about the entire experience.

I’ll post some of the pictures on my next posts.